Irate

I can't begin to describe how annoyed I am today. I went to uni to look for my tutor because he seemed like a nice guy, and I needed to clarify some stuff about my assignment. I went to his tutorial class and... HE DIDN'T SHOW UP. One of the students went to look for him. But turns out even the lecturer doesn't know where he is. Must've been an emergency. Of all friggin days! The assignment is due tmr.. I've been staring at it since Sunday night. And I have made ZERO progress. I can't understand what the question wants. I can't understand! So, I went to look for the lecturer instead. She was so evasive! I ask one ques, she give me yes/no and abrupt answers. And kept telling me stuff from the assignment ques. Hey, I know how to read okay. I don't need you to repeat the question for me. Your stupid question is so bloody general and broad that I have no clue what you want me to write ok. So, until NOW I have no idea what the hell I'm supposed to be writing.

And I woke up this morning to find that my websites have jammed. Fine. So I forced quit the browser. And when I tried to open it back... I CAN'T CONNECT ANYMORE. What a friggin shitty shitty day. Internet is essential for assignments. I can't NOT have internet. Luckily my roomate was kind enough to lend me hers. I'm using it now. This afternoon I had to use another friend's one. I am so irate right now. I can't even arrange my thoughts. I'm scared and semi-panicked. I don't know whether I'll make it.

And then I read that he will definitely not be coming back here anymore. That was the final nail in my coffin. Of course, he did mention it. But, you know, you do hope. Well I guess that's that.